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I'm reading Ryrissa smut. No kidding. But it's from one of my favourite authors so...I have to read it. Who doesn't like the image of Marissa and Ryan having sex in a changing room. Oh my gawd. Granted, the author kind of shifts in and out of character for Ryan. He's a lot more angry and bored. Marissa is right on key though. I also don't like the way she demonizes Luke because I love Luke. And, she's pretty okay with Taylor actually. Even though I don't like R/T, I don't like it when people demonize Taylor. It's not her fault she's completely crazy. But pretty much, I like the way she writes Ryan and Marissa. They seem really happy together, and yet not which is the essence of R/M. I have yet to meet an author who completely captivates my interest in an R/M story. And she's a good writer and knows what she's writing. That's a bonus. So, I CAN'T WAIT FOR MORE!!

If anyone knows anymore good R/M writers, please point them in my direction. I'd love to read more Ryrissa <33
I have a hard time writing it because she's dead. I may do the whole "she's dead but came back" story though. Just to make me lol. Yeah. Sigh. Oh R/M you make me melt every time.

Okay time to find more.

Is my favourite song, ever. I love this song to death and it is seriously a song a can listen to over and over again and never get tired of. It's awesome. I think most of it has to do with "the Countdown" but really, I wanna use this for a Malnara video too. I love Malnara! It fits so perfectly with them! <3 Also, I had a dream I met Melinda Clarke and just started asking her all these questions about the O.C. and Firefly. I am such a fangirl. Seriously though, I don't dream about actors and actresses. I dreamt about Melinda Clarke! Not even Ben or Meesh! So, I can't say stuff I obsess about necessarily translates to my dreams. Even though an R/M dream would be so awesome.

I painted my nails red and instantly thought of Summer. Mostly cuz she always seems to be painting her nails red. Oh and Marissa in one episode but her nails were darkish red...where mine are just full out red. Red's the "in" colour now though cuz I saw like four girls who had their nails painted red too. Red's just a sexy colour I guess :D. Omg, I miss the O.C. so much. More so missing the first and second season. I don't really miss the third or fourth even though I really started paying attention to the O.C. at the end of the second season and beginning of the third. Then I tuned out cuz things were starting to get stupid, and I kept on forgetting to watch it. By the time the fourth season rolled around, I was just praying that it'd be canceled to put us O.C. fans out of our misery.

Most people are really starting to pay attention to the series now anyway. Which is kind of strange you could say. But, the O.C. is a great show, and now that it's available online everyone wants to watch it. I'm seriously disappointed that it was canceled, but of course, there's a conflict in me because I really wanted it to just go. And, now that it is...I'm sad but at the same time relieved. Plus, I'm glad it's over and not completely dragged on like OTH. Which, needs to just end. Iunno, I don't like the show and I tried to like it but after watching an episode I was just bored beyond belief. Plus, I don't want to find more ships to get upset about. I'm perfectly content with my R/M, S/S and S/K and perfectly happy hating R/T.

I'm kind of strange.

OH and I have a new layout! It's almost IMPOSSIBLE to find good layouts. This one's just awesome :D.

First off I want to thank squeaky for being such a cool dude and donating proceeds to saving animals. That's great dude, better than that load of shit we just got at LJ saying they cut of basic accounts to make more MONAIES for them. It's a corporation I am sadly apart of. But maybe not for long.

Anyway, I figured out why I multi-ship Seth and Summer. Ryan and Marissa pick the WORST people to be with when they are on break or just in general. Oliver is a lunatic, Theresa always shows up at the worst time possible for Ryan and Marissa, Lindsay is severely less pretty than everyone else and was so very irritating (sorry it's true and if you think otherwise, well, I'm glad there are people in the world like you and I'm very serious about that.), Sadie was Theresa without the history, Volchok was an ASS and he killed Marissa anyway, Johnny was Oliver watered down. WORST CHOICES FOR LOVERS EVER. I didn't even count Taylor because you guys know VERY well what I think about her.SO, That is why I can't multiship these two if my LIFE depended on it because...anyone else they choose is just a VERY, VERY bad choice.

With Seth and Summer. I LIKED the people they were with.
Zach was so hot even though he was kinda boring, Alex (with Seth anyway) was so awesome and kick ass, Anna is just plain awesome, and I didn't like Summer's "big" boyfriend but...all in all, loved them! All great fits, all just...GREAT <33333
So yeah, that is why I can multi-ship them both. Don't get me wrong, I think that Seth and Summer are SOOOO cute together and so great for each other, almost perfect...but they're good with other people too. In addition to this, notice how horrible Seth is at fidelity? Gawd, he's such a bad boyfriend sometimes but we all know he loves Summer in the end.

Btw: Thanks for the new IJ code squeaky! LOVE IT and how good it is because it's like LJ but...better.

Edit://OMG Cam Gigandet (Volchok) is in Never Back Down! I was like, "OMG VOLCHOK!!!" and hahaha he's playing a guy named Ryan. Lol. Irony. But yeah I won't see that movie but he looks good in it. Still, Volchok was like the worst character ever. Still, had to say it.

I don't get people who like Mischa Barton/Marissa but only support Taylor/Ryan.

I REALLY DON'T.
I realise Taylor and Ryan and Marissa are only characters on a TV show so it'd make sense if you liked the celeb but not the couple...but I'm having difficulties here.
Excuse my intolerance for the couple...I just really...really hate them together. It is almost painful.


in other news, MOAR Zutara fanarts soon <3
and icons.

Okay.
WHAT? So, Mischa Barton has...a chubby face now. WHAT? Seriously, I am not judging girl friend because I've been telling her to pick up a cheese burger for like years but...I never expected it. Her fashion sense is seriously tanking too. Before it was bad, now it's just gawdawful. But, all her stress from the whole DUI thing...it's expected. HON, CHIN UPS DAILY PLEASE!

I understand that's probably a really bad angle of her but...REALLY? OMG. She's so pretty, I'd really hate to see her get fat because she is my thinspiration. I guess she really did listen to all of our nagging after all. Also, EW, Taylor Locke? Gawd. That Rooney episode was just a joke. Now I can't believe that I actually SUPPORT BeMi but no not ship it (gawd I'm hanging by a thread and violating my morals)...I mean anything's better than this. I guess it's cuz Ben isn't in a band. Honestly hon, rockers are all creeps and coke heads...but maybe this is why you like them. Keep OFF the drugs Meesh. DUI is a BAD thing...and so is that headband thingy. Taylor Locke? Really? Wow...Iunno, love is love but...she's a little better than that.

But Mischa...gaining WEIGHT? Hang on folks...the apocalypse is upon us.

/judgmental bitch

Edit:// She's really not so fat as I make her out to be in this entry. In fact, she's still skinny and actually is a good size. Meaning, she isn't a bag of bones anymore and she is looking so much healthier than she was beginning to look during her whole draggssss phase. It's just me being a reactive bitch to her side profile. She has a really pretty jawline.

I have a new fandom. FANDOM THY NAME IS CHUCK! And, for the most part I get along with these people because they are Firefly fans and the O.C. fans. What is irritating is that the Firefly fans and O.C. fans can get a little abrasive when it comes to which show is referenced to more. As an O.C. veteran...it's the O.C. only because Josh was the creator. Please, Dice in the Sandworm AND R/M on the boat in the Tango? Come on guys, you know which one it is. The Firefly references are always implied and marginal but still enjoyable. Haha "Shiny" and "If you say that name again, I will end you." Not Jayne specifically, but Firefly.

I AM DYING for a Firefly reference though. I want more O.C. too. Please omg Josh recreate all the O.C. scenes in Chuck! More specifically season 1? Seriously, one Taryan reference and I'm never watching the show again (no that's not true but I'll be unimpressed). She's ALIVE, GIVE US DEAD GIRL FANDOM JOSH. But, I kinda think that's what he's trying to do...make up for killing her off and pissing off a quarter of the fandom.

Chuck is pretty much the marriage of Firefly and the O.C. for me. Which is so awesome because both shows are incredible, and it just feels like home to me when I watch Chuck. Adam Baldwin is so hot and so awesome that I am becoming a fan girl rapidly. I love Jayne I love Casey. I am DYING to hear someone tell Casey, "Isn't that a girl's name?" I WILL DIE. DIE I TELL YOU, DIE. Seriously, during the Sandworm episode, the crazy guy is pretty much a MIRROR of Oliver. I was going insane because it was a purposeful homage to the O.C.! IT'S INCREDIBLE! THANK YOU JOSH FOR GIVING ME THIS, LET ME KEEP IT PLEASE. Also, resolve those differences with Mischa so you can hire her as a guest star. Oh, Ben too. Preferably together.

Also, guess who's a Chuck/Sarah shipper now!! WOOOOOO.
P.S., all Jaylee fans...though I don't believe in that ship no matter how much Jayne likes Kaylee...Kaylee would LOVE CASEY. She'd...LOVE HIM. LOVE HIM. Also, LOL Jayne Cobb and John Casey have the same initials. IT'S PERFECT.

Edit: Okay, so remember when I said I am a spiteful person? Well, since most of the O.C. fandom wants Lou (aka Summer) to get with Chuck in the end....I don't want her to come back just for the sake of that. Mostly cuz those people are all crazy shippers who think that Chuck/Summer are the new Seth/Summer. I get how that is, but I hate it. No. Chuck/Sarah FTW and they will be canon. ARE canon. Also, R/T sucks.

Just had to get that somewhere in there.

Edit #2: I LOVE Lou though. And, I really would like her to come back, but not as a love interest for Chuck. Or that wouldn't be what I'd want to be canon...at all. WHAT IF, Lou came back with friends like Ryan and Marissa and they all had this awk. fantastic four revival thing? Come on Josh! You're ego centred enough to go for that aren't ya?!

Here is the list of things I wish never happened. Granted, some of these needed to happen but they are still things I wish didn't.

1. Caleb dying.
Caleb did not need to die to further the story, but it was something that helped Kirsten realistically get nuts with the alcohol. Having said this, the whole Kirsten is a drunk schtick along with her escapade with Charlotte Ryan was terrible. So, if Caleb hadn't kicked it, Charlotte would have never happened...therefore...season 3 would've sucked less.
2. Luke leaving.
WHERE was my lovable bonehead? I love Luke, and him not being present in most of season 2 SUCKED, also, him not being in season 3 at all ALSO sucked. Come on! Now he's with the desperate house wives and he's never coming back.
3. Anna leaving!
I loved her! Where was she at Brown? They set me up for Anna and they gave me nothing! Except for dumb plotlines with Summer and Seth who became the boring couple in season 4. How does that happen? Anyway, I wish she came in and shook up the scene. Granted she and Seth were pretty much "just friends" at prom, why not spruce it up and add some spice to the S/S relationship? I am NOT happy seeing those two in a rut.
4. Kaitlin.
Hated her from start (s3 actually) to finish. She's such a useless character. Her only purpose in season 3 was to transition Marissa's departure, so that she could start the dramz in season 4. Which she didn't bring and therefore it ended up just being lulzy and stupid. Kaitlin's stupid, her whole entire character is stupid, she as a person is stupid. Also, Willa Holland is a shit actress (not saying Mischa's too much better though...) and kinda ugly. Screw Kaitlin, revive Marissa from the dead.
5. Taylor/Ryan.
I find them to be a weird pairing, and I like some pretty strange ones. Cept I know better to know they'll never make it to canon. Like Rymmer would never be canon, why would R/T ever be canon? She's a psycho. This being said, they pretty much write Ryan to whoever they want him to be from season to season. (Edit: Isn't it funny that Ryan is actually who the writers want him to be? I guess it was foreshadowing.) It 's so annoying how he can't keep a straight personality and it's almost as if the writers forget who he is. He's the bad boy from Chino with the hero complex, not the boy next door (s2), the apathetic youngling jail bait (s3), or Seth (s4). GET IT RIGHT WRITERS. GET IT RIGHT. Ryan without violence is not Ryan. Seth said it best. "[Marissa] cries, [Ryan] broods. That's how it works." WHY, not follow the wittiest character's advice?
6. Summer's change.
It was bothersome. Summer being a smelly hippie is so far fetched and completely hilarious. It was stupid. Also, text on the screen in the metamorphosis? Ew! Come on, once you have text on your screen you have already marked yourself as quirky comedy or Arrested Developmentesque comedy.  THAT'S NOT THE O.C.
7. Che
I hated him. He was stupid. Also his name was an insult to Ernesto Che Guevara. He's not a revolutionary. He's a dumbass.
8. Simultaneous Christmas comas.
Impossible. Not the O.C. or...realistic. Very Passions-esque. I hated Passions. The Chrismukkah episode was so lame. I guess a lot of people enjoyed it, I hated it. It just proved to me what I already knew was going to happen. This show is fucking getting whacked. And I was right.
9. And of course, Marissa dying.
But, most great love stories never have a happy ending. I take solace in that. However, she died and part of the fandom stopped caring/watching...like me. And then Ryrissa could never happen, and R/T happened...and...ugh. I hate Josh Schwartz. Greedy Jewish bastard. Apparently he felt bad for canning Mischa before her contract expired and offered her a role in Gossip Girl, which she turned down. GG Mischa, that could've been money you could have taken. However, I guess I wouldn't take the job either if that asshole hired me after he fired me because the show started to tank in ratings. GET BETTER WRITERS AND PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR STORY DUDE. He wrote like 4 episodes in a 27 long season! WHAT? I got so mad at that. He obviously didn't freaking care about the show anymore if he only bothered to pen 4 episodes...WHY even bother? I'm pretty much banking that he knew he was getting Gossip Girl by season 3 or was competing for it, and then stopped caring about the O.C. at that point. Then, once season 4 rolled around, the bastard knows that the show is going to shit so he starts writing more (still not enough) and...starts experimenting. The show's canceled. That should tell you how successful that was.
10. The change in title credits.
I know a lot of people liked the opening credits in season 3/4 but...I liked the original opening but I suppose the later openings were more readable? I donno. I guess that's not so much a change in plot than it is...just...change.

R/M OF COURSE!
So, I got Kyle into the O.C. YES I DID! But yeah, omgggg I LOVE R/M SO MUCH NOW. DAMN YOU RYRISSA! You are TOO good. Omggggggg them together just makes my heart warm and happy. WHY IS SHE DEAD? Oh well, BeMi can live on. However, I will not ship it. I PROMISE IT! But yeah, someone please tell me what kinds of R/M fics I should read...so far I'm only reading sweetxnightmare's "Your Best Kept Secret". Which is going awesome so far. I usually don't read fanfics, but I didn't get my canon, I deserve this much.

At least R/T fans can write that Ryan and Taylor did get together at the very end (though I am sure they didn't now)...still.
Makes me sad. Death is harder to conquer.

The more people like the Ryan/Taylor relationship, the more I hate it. 
Honestly, I am one of those people that despise things the more people tell me to like it. Reading this OC Weekly reviewer, and honestly...gawd. I'll be honest, I missed out on most of the fourth season and I have no intention of watching it all and apparently at the end of the The French Connection Ryan does something much like "the Countdown"? Is it when he just kissed Taylor? Cuz, that wasn't much of a "Countdown" thing for me. That was...just R/T pressing their faces together with their gawdawful kisses. Them kissing is probably one of the fugliest things in the history of anything. There's no denying this. Also, sorry dudes that wasn't much of a Countdown scene, not enough magic not enough Finley Quaye. Mmm Countdown.

Anyway, I was going to list possible plotlines that could've saved the show.
Have the kids go their separate ways...why not have Ryan befriend Luke at Berkeley? Why not have Seth, Summer and Anna rekindle their love triangle at Brown? Why in hell not have Marissa have her little adventures out at sea where she meets a really hot guy who's a lot like Ryan? But not Ryan? All these things that could have and probably would have saved the show, were not implemented. Idiots! The lot of them. Anyway, I'm kind of depressed that someone actually compared that stupid kiss to Countdown. WHY? 

UGHHHHH.
Yeah, one tempermental R/M fan right here. 
I guess I'm part of the reason why fandom dove straight into R/T, though I'm not very vocal with my R/T hate in fandom. 
Btw, Marissa > Taylor. Sorry.

Whenever I read people making fun of TV shows, I always feel like doing the same, and afte reading derok.net's excellently written review of season 4 of the OC, he's inspired me to write my own review of Season 7 so far of Scrubs. Which I openly will say, I HATE.

After sustaining 5 great seasons of absolute greatness, quirkiness and actual comedy, season 7 so far as garnered only minute laughs and a generously recycled list of jokes from every single season. We get it, you're trying to appeal to us fans who've been around for the last 7 years, GET ON WITH IT.

Episode One: My Own Worst Enemy

This episode starts out with JD and Elliot returning from last season. They almost kissed each other in the midst of huge commitments like Elliot's wedding and Kim's baby. Albeit it makes sense for these two star crossed doomsday lovers to freak out on commitments, but it's getting ridiculously old. Their relationship beyond the point of what people would be doing to Ryan and Marissa...pulling the gawdamn plug, Elliot and JD are just gawdawfully HORRIBLE for each other that even as an R/M shipper I can't appreciate the fact these two are always getting pulled toward each other. The chemistry was there, the love was there...these two just seem to be so miserable in their lives together and without each other. I can't even say I enjoy any of it and I loved every minute of the Ryan/Marissa doom song coaster. See where I'm going here? No? Well I'll move on.

First used joke. Snoop Dog intern who isn't actually an intern anymore, he's a resident oh wait no he's an attending. It's been used for the past two seasons. He's Snoop Dog attending now oh wow, let's just give it up shall we? The only part of this scene that makes me laugh is Josephine and her annoying voice. Which is like nails on chalkboard but after the first five minutes it's almost refreshing.

What's the new schtick? Dr. Cox hates Kelso and hates Newbie, J.D. is annoying, Turk's a diabetic, Kelso likes money, Elliot is psychotic, Keith is a dudemeister, Karla is judgmental...oh wait, new schtick?

Oup, second used joke that was only funny the first ten times they used it. It's beard fah-say people. I'll just keep a running tab of all the jokes now because I think complaining about every one of them will just make my head hurt. Where as I know enough that Scrubs is a show where the repetition *of* these silly little jokes makes the show enjoyable, it's not enjoyable if the same old jokes that were not funny in the first place are used again and again because they were minorly entertaining the first few times. It's just like how they skimped on Seth's lines in season 3 and 4 because they thought, "He's Seth, so everything he says *must* be funny!" Not.

Moving on...
Third used joke: JD recites the names of all the girls he's dated in the past. Used in "My Half Acre"...you know, the episode with Mandy Moore? Mobutt, Tina Two Kids, Gift Shop Girl, Rumplefugly? Yeah. I watched that episode five times, and I know that joke was used and it was funny and actually understandable when it was used by Turk.

Gawd, at this point in the show Dr. Cox starts liking this patient...Joe. He says he doesn't like patients and where he's right mostly he fails to recall a series of patients he actually enjoyed treating. How about Mrs. Wilk? He sure liked her. I'm starting to get a little annoyed of Dr. Cox's little rants about "Well bla I do my job, bla I don't kill people, bla I don't like people." Yeah we know, you've said it every episode of every season, time to hang this joke up because it's a dying horse.

Enjoyable Points:

- Dr. Kelso. Although he's kind of old in the routine too, his delivery of his lines is absolutely flawless. He even manages to take the "Turk smells like eggs when he sweats" joke and make it funny (that even possible?). He was perfectly on time and on cue. Sure, he used the same "insurance bla bla bla..." gawd hasn't that been used already? In every season? Anyway, back from that tangent, he was the enjoyable part.

- Kim. I love Elizabeth Banks' portrayal of Kim and I think she is such an amazing cast member. Plus, she's way better for J.D. in a plethora of ways, but I guess I can take solace in knowing at least one show knew that you have to let the core four end up together for life. Spoilers, obviously but you're not missing much anyway.

Total Re-used jokes:
3 + (I just stopped counting)

Total Re-used ideas:
Cox hates Kelso, Kelso kicks people out on the dime if they don't have insurance, Elliot is crazy, J.D. is a commitaphobe, Turk is a diabetic, Cox can't treat patients he actually likes...you get the idea.

Rating: TV Shack gives it a 5/5
I give it a 2/5 and I'm being generous.

Everyone who likes Season 4 must read this.
I hated the fourth season and this guy pretty much sums up ALL of my feelings.

Ryan cage fighting? Taylor being NORMAL? JULIE COOPER AND A PROSTITUTION RING?
OMG, when people say the fourth season was "great", I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING THEM IN THE FACE. SINCE WHEN HAS THAT EVER BEEN GREAT? PEOPLE OMG...gawd, some people just...like bad tv.

Ryan took up cage fighting, Summer was leading a campaign to "save the chickens", Ryan took off for Mexico to assassinate Volchok, The Cohens had 20 homeless people over for Thanksgiving dinner, Dr. Neil Roberts left to join the cast of Grey's Anatomy, Julie is being pursued by George W. Bush on crack, Ryan is dating Taylor Townsend, Ryan and Taylor Townsend fell thirty feet off a roof and sustained no injuries other than simultaneous Christmas comas, a slutty green alien stole Summer's pregnancy test, Ryan was conceived by Hercules, Taylor was the subject of a pornographic novel, Taylor chased Ryan around in a groundhog costume, Che had temporary homosexual feelings for Seth, Julie bounced from George W. Bush, to George W. Bush's son, to Hercules, to George W. Bush, and then back to Hercules, Ryan and Seth attempted to buy a house from from two gay guys who wouldn't sell until Kirsten got placenta all over their bedroom by spontaneously going into labor.

SEE? SOMEONE AGREES WITH ME ON THIS MADNESS.
OH MY GAWD. PEOPLE!!!
Kay now I am in love with this reviewer (he's kind of creepily obsessed with Rachel Bilson but that is cool). HE SPEAKS TRUTH.
TRUTH. Seriously, people if you liked season four...WAKE UP. It was BIZARRO WORLD. BIZARRO WORLD ALL THROUGH IT.
My gawd. THIS is why I'm writing season 5 MY OWN WAY...WITHOUT THIS.

Also he speaks truth here YET AGAIN...

What do you know? The tough guy from Chino ended up being a softie after all.

It made me want to puke.

I'm glad this show was cancelled, I didn't want to see anymore of it.

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Should've ended this way.

After much thought, I'm going to watch Gossip Girl. Just to soothe my O.C. craze and the fact it's over. WHY?
Well I know why. Anyway my fiction is getting more intense but watching Ryrissa videos make me want to re think Rylaide. Yeah yeah Mischa is still Addie but she's not Marissa.
I still get annoyed people think that Taylor is the "best thing" to ever happen to Ryan. That's your opinion, and it's wrong. The best thing to happen to Ryan? Sandy Cohen and his wife. I won't even lump Marissa into that group. Coop was good to Ryan, and accepted him OFF THE BAT but she didn't care for him, didn't give him a home, didn't raise him. Kandy are the best things to ever happen to Ryan Atwood and if anyone says Taylor is again I will promptly slap them. Romance isn't on the top of the list of "best things" for people. Yeah.

On second thought...after reading the synopsis of the books for GG, maybe not. Shallow with no substance people. Btw, Josh Schwartz's inspiration aside from Woody Allen (everyone's inspiration) is Cameron Crowe. EXCELLENT! Kay, I love CC, but he has to remember to edit things. Elizabethtown was great but too long. Music was FAB though. Gawd, yeah. Also what was Josh doing at Comcon?? Well I would've probably told him, "YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE KILLED MARISSA." if I met him. I'm still pretty much bent on the fact her death led to the HUGE ratings drop. Yeah the ratings were dropping in the third season but you don't revamp the show by killing off a main character. STUPID. I can't imagine how I would've ended it though. Maybe I would've had her just be in a coma like Trey. She doesn't wake up for a long while, cheese resumes? I don't know. I kind of wanted to see how the fab four would've gone through college...all of college like. But then to be fair, the show wouldn't be called the O.C. as much as it'd be called the U.S. Seeing as the pairs would've been split. Gawd, thinking about the O.C. just makes me sad.

Also, RACHEL DUMP HAYDEN ALREADY OMG HE'S SO UGLY.
And dye your hair black or dark brown again cuz it looks so gross. Hon, please. I miss AdChel. Also, I think I've become a little bit of a BeMi fan. WHY? I have this fantasy (lol sekrit fantashy) that Ben and Mischa will get together some how a la twist of fate. I donno RL canon really does it for me. Also seeing that Mischa is actually alive and Ben is actually alive, it makes me happy that Marissa is alive in some form. On that note, Mischa starring in film with Rachel's Boytoy? Thoughts? Mine were: LOL gross. Kinda Rymmer...cept...more unsightly. Mish has to kiss Hayden and apparently looks like she's really upset by it. Well duh YOU WOULD BE TOO IF IT WAS HAYDEN but I think it was because Rachel's dating Hayden and to my knowledge, Coop and Sum are RL friends. Makes me happy. I say this mostly because (or assume Mischa's thoughts) some reviewer of the film thought it looked like Mischa's bf was on set and she was nervous...so I dared to propose the contrary. Yeah.

So, BeMi...
Gawd when I start RL shipping this SLAP ME. I hate RL ships.

I'm a little repulsed by Ben still but, I must say he'd probably make an awesome friend. Like, just that guy you sit next to in lecture, or that guy you hang out with occasionally on Fridays for coffee. That kind of guy. Other than that, for bf purposes, he still irks me. He's a little too southern if you know what I mean...kinda trashy. Sorry Texans. I'm sure not all of you are like this, in fact I knew a girl from Texas once. I seriously forgot her name. Btw, omg watching this interview with Ben and the interviewer was trying to predict...

Summarized...abridged a bit.
Interviewer: So, let me know whether I'm hot or cold on these story lines.
Ben: Okay.
Interviewer: Seth in a fumbling attempt to win back Alex, tries to seduce Ryan.
Ben: *snort* Nods. No, but I think that...huh..yeah, they'll film it and then just have it there.
Interviewer: Oh my gawd that is something I'd love to see.
Ben: Uh huh yeah...*shifty eyes at interviewer*

Btw, interviewer's a big gay. Huge queen. I donno if he is but I bet he is.

I'm a little too convinced now that Ben and Mischa could make it work some miraculous way. I'm delusional, Zutarian, comes with the job. Not saying I'd RL ship them or write fanfics about them getting together (ew), but I think that whole John Mayer thing with Mischa made me think otherwise. But, Ben's a little boring in the entertainment circuit for Mischa. I really like the actors talk about their own characters though. Makes me kinda happy. Hehe. I LOVE RYRISSA <3 Also, someone made a comment about Ryan wearing tight shirts in the first season and I couldn't for the life of me remember aside from that one black shirt. Just saw one and...LOL. OH GAWD. But yeah, I think I wish that...Theresa ended up with Ryan in the end. It'd make some sense...it'd depress me more than anything but, it makes more sense than...Taylor. Marissa's death never ceases to make me sad. They were perfect...demolition lovers.

Also, Booter's critique on Katara makes me wanna do one for Marissa. Obviously Mar had more problems than Katara, but this girl was good...and she always meant well and did so much for Ryan. I love Ryrissa. Man, Ryrissa is the only couple I really actually genuinely love besides Kandy. I was SO happy when Sandy serenaded Kirsten...it was soooooo adorable. KANDY <3.

Anyway, I'm starting up another season to the O.C. I didn't revive Marissa which just doesn't seem plausible or right to me, but I wanted to put back Mischa Barton into the cast. I know a lot of people were butt hurt that Mischa was gone opposed to Marissa (I was upset Marissa was gone personally) and would probably want her back in some way or form. And, she is back...but in an unexpected way =)

SAMPLE:
"So...how are you going to ask her?" Seth asked, passing around an orange between his hands.

"You have to ask me this?" Ryan replied, opening the fridge to pull out a carton of orange juice. Seth smiled and put down the fruit.

"Well, fancy dinner with flowers? Sex marathon followed by the ring in your underpants? Bowling Alley with the ring in the holes?"

Ryan raised a brow. "I haven't put much thought into how I'm going to ask just yet. I was thinking about dropping the ring into her champagne glass."

Have started frequently Perez and Ontd recently. I don't really like celeb dramz, but I'm bored and...procrastinating. It's a given. Anyway, Rachel Bilson started bragging about her boytoy (aka fuggo from UHS) and how good he is at kissing. STFU Rachel PLZ OMG. This may be my bitter O.C. phase but gawd, you're a has-been...sry2say. Or, are currently a has-been but hopefully in a few movies tiem, will not be. Honestly though, way to brag about Hayden. Seriously, douche was a tool in high school, douche is an untalented can't act properly tool now. Shame he was in Arts York Drama. I hope Jeff wasn't his teacher, but I bet he was. So yeah, not exactly a huge fan of Rach, but not exactly a huge fan of any of the O.C. stars tbh. I just like their characters. Lol, Mischa's DUI and Ben's tooliness. I'm the greetest fan ever. However, some ontder said that she needs to disappear (I kind of definitely agree) and Mischa (also agree) and Ben. WTF, sorry but when did Ben ever get any real PR? Even when he was on the O.C. Seriously (Ben Support keeps on updating their comm with the same freaking pictures. Yeah Ben's doing Johnny Got His Gun...you posted the same stills LIKE FIVE TIMES. NO ONE CARES). Adam Brody ain't so popular anymore either. Where did he go SERIOUSLY?


Not gonna lie, she looks so adorable though. (This was at Regis and Kelly)
But, I'm kind of sick about all this PR around her. It's kinda boring, and, uninteresting. Like really, Jumper? Not interested. And, I'm not gonna see Johnny Got His Gun either. Both look supremely boring and I'm sure will be. Geez, Hayden Christensen acting? Duh. Also, what's Adam doing lately? Land of Women was boring and I pretty much got to see Adam portray himself aka Seth. Lame.

I have a feeling all this hate is because I am actually on Ontd and Perez now. LOL. But anyway, yeah, I can hate on their bad PR but I gotta love how they portray their characters!
But, lol at his post about Jared Leto. I was just thinking today about how much I hate that guy, he was sup. cool on "My So Called Life" but he's over like Clare Daines, disappear along with your shit band Leto.

So not really a fandom post, but more like fandom bash post. Haha, wank.

Every RM video that I commit myself to watch (meaning the ones without the shit pictures and tacky graphics) makes me tear up. A lot of them. Not Pretty Rave Girl, but a lot of them. I can't help it. They are the only, yes ONLY couple that turns on the instant water works for me. I didn't even cry when Romeo and Juliet died in both movies I watched. Nothing does it for me. I mean, I suppose Sethummer and Taryan were the happier lighter couples...but Ryrissa...they made me think...make me think. I love those two so much, I think they are the best love story ever. Taylor maybe the "perfect" lover for Ryan, but here's the thing...Marissa would still be the one. Love isn't about perfection, love is about love. Ryan and Marissa went through a shit storm of stuff with each other. Ryan did some of the STUPIDEST things as did Marissa. (gawd why don't people blame Ryan for running off with Sadie, getting Theresa almost preggo, not condoming up with Theresa when having sex with her, breaking into her locker and stealing her property...etc...etc...? Marissa did dumb things too but Ryan isn't innocent--at all) But, they were able to be in love...able to forgive...able to...love and even though they never really forgot it didn't matter. This, is why I love them and will ALWAYS love them and why I always cry that they never got their happy ending. Thank goodness they're living on in Chuck.

I love Ryrissa! You two are my favourite demolition lovers!
Gawd, Zutara better happen or else I'll be upset my canon never happens =(

Edit:// Watching "The Goodbye Girl". I am actually cheering for Eddie. Ryan deserved to get punched in the face. What an idiot. Seriously.

Yes, yes I hear you, "Aren't YOU a fangirl?" but it's different, I think. Okay, hypocrisy or not I think that I'm not as fanatical as some fangirls are. It's so disgusting. I pretty much am indifferent to actors right now, and am not attracted to any of them thus far. I had that huge Orlando Bloom phase and all, but as of now, I am so lost on this "OMG ACTORS ARE SO HOT WANNA MARRY THEM AND HAVE KIDS WITH THEM!" thing...and it's...just tiring. I was 13 when I felt that way, I want to see the forty year old's excuse. Also, yeah, I realise my Adam addiction last year was kind of over the top, but after seeing some of the fans of Ben and Mischa...I'd like to say, I was quite sane.

Anyway, I guess this comes from my Ben_Support post. Oh my gawd, I appreciate the community and all, but some of the members of that place are just gawdawful and way tooooo hyper over Ben. Yeah he's hot, not OMGGGG GONNA HAVE A MELTTTDOOOWWWWN hot. Jeez. I appreciate his acting, much of the time, but, mentally I find myself correcting the whole cast when I think about what would be better. The O.C. does that for me. I've never really had to do it for any other show really. Scrubs I don't because it's a comedy I pay any attention to acting for, House I don't because I only care about the medical drama (even if it's not accurate) and Dexter...is spot on ALWAYS. And, I'm being pretty objective there. However, in the case of the O.C., they're all newbs in my opinion so correction is natural and sometimes I wish the stage direction was different. One case that comes to mind is s2, after Marissa shoots Trey, she just falls on the floor and Ryan just gets up and walks toward her like nothing happened to him. I was like, "WHAT? You were just CHOKED to death by your brother and you just get up in like two seconds to stand next to your girlfriend? I'm not impressed. Also, Seth and Summer's reactions should've been SO much better...it wasn't convincing. It was way too funny. So yeah, although the acting and stage direction could use some improvement, I guess I think the "idea" of the O.C. makes things much better. I like the witty writing, and the cuteness...also the dramz (sans Taylor).

See, I'm pretty disappointed at the fantards of Ben, and of Adam. Personally, I don't find him hot. Him with stuble is so unattractive, I can't even begin to tell you how not pretty he is with facial hair. *Shiver* Yeah, so as you can see I am *way* over finding actors attractive in RL. Mostly because they are nothing like their counterparts on the O.C. I'd never want to meet these people in person (this is a lie, I would love to and get their autographs no doubt plz), b/c it's probably ruin every single trait I've put on them because of the O.C. And, I don't want to see that come crashing down. Don't get me wrong, I hear Ben is a REALLY NICE GUY, but he's not Ryan, and I want to meet Ryan not...Ben. Lol, sorry. Also, wtf was with late season 2 Ben and early season 3 Ben? His hair was so fug I couldn't even begin to describe it. Also s4 he looked like a dirty oil baron. A hot dirty oil baron, but a dirty oil baron all the same. S1 Ryry was best. I'm so glad that s1 was ttly R/M's year. PS, wtf is with fangirls thinking that he ttly lost interest in her after the Christmas ep? Countdown was like right after that. Ugh, plz someone kill the fantards who are in DENIAL. I don't like people who watch the O.C. solely for the man meat or girl meat. I mean don't get me wrong, I love seeing hotness both for girl and guy, but plz plz plz, the show is about THE SHOW...and every part of the show. Not just "Omfg Ryan was sooooooo good in that scene!" or "Omfgs Seth is lyk SO FUNNAY I WANNA DATE A SETH!" Lol, no you don't. I'm dating one, and I can tell you that most of the girls who watch the O.C., would never date Seth in RL. This is why I hate most of the O.C. fandom. Then again, I am not crazy for most of the R/M fandom. Either they're all, "OMG R/M is best forevas! I HATE TAYLER OOGLY BETCH!" or "I multiship lol". And then there's the R/T fans who are all like, "LOL s1, 2, 3 was HORRIBLE. S4 was the BESTEST!" or "Merisa was SUCH A BITCH, Tayler is SOO MUCH BETTER!" *shiver* Kill my fandom, they're all fourteen year old girls who are better off not breathing and don't know what's good for them.

I'm pretty much settled in the fact that a lot of R/T fans are kinda stupid. I mean R/M fans are stupid too, but I think there's some sort of blindness people get when they deal with the O.C. Honestly, Marissa was such a good character but they kind of killed her in the third season, both figuratively and literally. She cared so much about Ryan in all of the seasons and it showed. They were in love, most definitely. Sure, they had their ups and downs, but they were always together and believe it or not, if Marissa were alive Ryan would most certainly not be with Taylor. And, sadly, I'm sure most R/T fans know that too. Rules of the O.C., people. All in all, Riss did make a lot of dramz, and she got herself into so many messes...but they weren't always her fault. I think people don't remember that Ryan did a lot of bad to her too. Last time I checked, not condoming up when sleeping with a girl, getting your ex potentially preggo during a one week break, kicking the crap out of a guy you're jealous of for no reason (lol, nice soccer move Ryan, so gewd), breaking into your girlfriend's locker and stealing her private property...are qualities of someone who is always good. Trufax, R/M did a lot of shitty things to each other, but there was always forgiveness and always love. This is why, I love them. R/T is a boring, ditzy, cracky relationship that would lose its appeal quickly after s4 because let's face it...we can only lol so long at Ryan Atwood being happy.

P.S., I hate the double standard in fandom.Girls don't deserve the hate all the time. I mean, even though I'm all "Taylor is kind of a witch queen". She kind of is, but I really try to avoid bashing her. It's not her I don't like, it's the fact that she's with Ryan that bugs me so bad. Their relationship is so cracked out and ridiculous, it feels like Maiko but worse. This is why I hate it more (just a bit) than Maiko. Not enough zazz, and way too much cheese. Can you believe people thought R/M was cheesier than this? Guh, even S/S was cheesier than R/M at times but I love S/S. But yeah, I really don't think that Marissa deserved all the hate. She was a great person who just ended up doing stupid things because of how naive she was and how TRUSTING she was of people. Trufax, I know people like Marissa...and I myself am quite like her at times...but I love that girl. She is so good, and Ryan and Marissa...are so good.

I find Benjamin Mckenzie repulsive. Now, before I get the "OMG BUT HE'S RYAN!", I know he is. I love Ryan, and I think Ryan Atwood is the hottest most sexiest man alive who I would bang in an INSTANT but, not Ben. Even though Ben has the better name (Ben is a sexy name bb). Honestly I don't know what it is the particular irks me about him but it may just be the fact of how much of an "All American male" he is. And he is. Then again, I am in LOVE with Adam Carson...but he does not irk me. I think Ben's interview about the whole "sexy" factor he finds in girls thing in some magazine I was reading on ben_support made me shiver. Ugh, Ryan Atwood would never talk about those things, and neither does Adam Carson. Ben irks me. Don't get me wrong, he is so hot, and so cool but omg him and Mischa need to get some fashion police. You people are BEAUTIFUL now start DRESSING that way. Good Lord.

I think I used to say that Mischa and Ben would make a shit couple because Mischa *is* Marissa Cooper and Ben *isn't* Ryan Atwood. However, on closer inspection, Mischa is kind of into John Mayer right now which spurns me to say "EW, John Mayer?" As Summer would say...and since John and Ben are kind of alike (Ben being 10000000000000000000000000000x more attractive) personality wise, I guess the couple doesn't seem so far fetched anymore. BTW, John Mayer's a douche but he's music is borderline okay. Lol also, in that same "sexy factor" interview, he described Marissa Cooper S3 it brought the lulz.


TRASHYYYYY NASSSTTYYYYYYYYY. but, IDK Ben looks so hot. Maybe he would be into Mischa.


Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....so gross.

Yeah sorry, just had to talk about this. Ben in RL is not for me.
I miss s1 Ryan Atwood. Also, omfg Taylor looks like a bat lady in that episode he's driving with her.
BTW: Ben_Support makes my head hurt. All the fucking fangirls are all Marissa haters. I don't understand this. It's mostly because Riss brought the dramz, but she was a great character. "OMFG RYAN IS UNHAPPY." Guh, I hate teenagers. Fucking hell, no lies, they're not even teenagers they are GROWN WOMYNZ WHEW ARE LIKE THIRTY. Gawd, I hate fangirls. I love R/M. Best couple ever, and YES she was a good person/girlfriend for Ryan. I hate people who can't appreciate or even acknowledge that. Like I said, f*cking fangirls. Anyway, needless to say, I am repulsed by RL Ben. Give me Atwood or give me nothing.

the OC continued

First Story: Dissociate, Reincarnate
Pairing: "R/M", R/T, S/S, S/A, A/G the O.C.
Summary: Nine years from where we left, Ryan and Taylor are happily engaged after a night of passion where Ryan pops the question to an excited Taylor who happily agrees. Heeding Sandy's advice, after serving 4 years at his firm, Ryan decides to go back to school to get his masters and ends up being the teaching assistant for an Architectural Studies course where he meets a young, blue eyed girl named Adelaide bearing a striking resemblance to his dead lover, Marissa. Intrigued by the girl, Ryan begins digging up information about her and learns she is the daughter of a wealthy stock broker and a rising socialite. As his unhealthy fascination with the girl increases, his relationship with Taylor wanes in the process.

A Valley, A Plant and an Ex
Meanwhile, after accepting a job as a exterior decorator, Anna arrives in Newport after learning of Summer and Seth's marriage. And with her, she has brought her fiance. To Seth and Summer are surprised to find that Anna's fiance is none other than celebrity, Grady Bridges. Jealousy sparks between Grady and Seth, and an absolutely outrageous battle of wits and speed beak out between them.

I am a multi-shipper, but yet I have some sort of hatred of people who can multiship my OTPs. It bothers me IMMENSELY. Honestly I don't know what squicks me about it because to be honest, I'm sure some people are quite angry that I love Sethxeveryone, as do I like Sokkaxeveryone. Hey, they're the comic relief characters, I deserve to multiship them! However whenever I find out people ship ryrissa and taryan, I feel an UNDOUBTED loathing. I can't hate thim as much as full out Taryan shippers (I don't actually hate Taryan shippers, but I get SO annoyed just looking at their icons, I start to hate them and I can't help it but I know I should...) but I can't love them as much as full on Ryrissa shippers. Now, I'm not saying "PICK A SIDE AND STAY ON IT!" but, I just had to get that out. Multishipping bugs me, but I do it too...gawd, I just wish I could let other people do it.

I guess one of the things that bugs me about Ryan/Taylor is the fact Marissa is dead and Ryan "fell" for Taylor in no time. Oh lawlz, Marissa's ghost said she was okay with you banging someone else...come on, where is Eva Longoria's venomous ghost when you need her?? So, that's what bugs me first. What else bugs me is that Taylor was written as a Marissa replacement and even LOOKS like Marissa except shorter. It's so annoying. Her hair is blonder this season, and she looks less tan. It's WEIRD. Honestly, what makes me so angry is that they've actually full on replaced Marissa with this chick who used to hate them all. It squicks me so bad, I can't help it and gawd help me Taylor is the cutest thing in the world, but she's annoying. I'd never be her friend--ever. Or, I'd be an acquaintance and much like Turk and JD like to say, "Hooch is crazy!" I'd say, "Taylor is CRAZY." Seriously though, Autumn Reeser is the cutest thing in the world, her face kind of bugs me though. And yeah, Marissa/Mischa is prettier than her but Autumn is sweeter. Honestly, Mischa looks terrible (as in sick) now, GET BETTER SOON MISCHA. She is so gorge, gawd, that girl just needs to stop being stupid. I'm so glad she's off the draaaggs and is gonna get better soon. Please, dear Lord Mischa, for the sake of your career...off with the coke, and eat something, you are too beautiful to be frail...you have an Amazon woman physique, now pick up a cheeseburger.

All in all, I heavily dislike the Ryan/Taylor canon pairing because it makes no sense to me. I guess I can see why people would hate Zutara so much now, but really, Ryrissa is so much more interesting than Kataang and reminds me a lot of Zutara too. But, in a canon vs. fanon sense, I can see why people would hate Zutara. However, Rymmer is more like Zutara fanon wise mostly because it involves the heroine getting the hero. It is another ship that squicks me, but does not squick me as bad as Taryan. I think it's because Rymmer didn't get canon...but omg, I SWEAR to you that if Josh was allowed to do another season, he would've explored the possibility of Rymmer (like Carla/JD...WTF). So, I think I would have been MORTIFIED. Honestly, I can stand Rymmer, but only because it's a crack pairing as far as I'm concerned. If it were allowed to even be one episode of canon, I think I'd hate it more than Taryan. Maybe. Actually no, I'd probably hate both equally and then wonder, "Okay Josh, you've had your fun, can you stop being stupid and how about you write in Mischa back into the script as a girl who looks EXACTLY like Marissa and really freak Ryan out! Now, there's my bizarro world in action!" And I swear to you if they had another season to do it and they brought up the possibility, fans would've been like, "OMFG LIKE OKAY." And it would've totally ruined the show...

but, I would've been happy some how knowing that Taryan and Rymmer wouldn't have canon. More happy about Taryan not being canon actually.
Ugh, I hate Taryan so much it rivals my hatred of Maiko (WHICH IS FIERCE).

So, since I've stopped really watching the OC, cuz I finished watching season 1 and 2, I've made myself stop because I know where the show goes from there. Downhill. So, I've begun to submerse myself in the good!OC days, and kind of PTSD whatever comes next. Marissa dies? Wut? Lol you kidding! Anyway, there's a few people in fandom who I have grown to like a lot because they give me hope.

In the OC fandom, I've really grown to like Snubbly and Rmforeveryoung on LJ. Mostly because they are Ryissa fans, and do not like Taryan and speak 100% truth about the OC. I swear to Gawd people s4 is not what the OC is. It's a shell of what it is. I can pretty much get into a heated argument over people who want to tell me that s4 is what the OC was and was supposed to be. I honestly don't believe that people say that. Seriously guys, if it was so great, why was it canceled? Yeah I understand that s3 kind of sucked but seriously, if the show's fourth season is GOOD ENOUGH, then it'll be able to float. People don't just stop watching because of Marissa dying, they stop for a variety of reasons. Why couldn't it withstand the blow of Greys and CSI all in one go? It could before (well not so much Grey's b/c it didn't exist at the time...) so why not during s4. Season 4 sucked cuz it wasn't the OC.

Come on, Summer concerned about the environment/HIPPIE? Taylor a good guy? GOOD JULIE? Ryan HAPPY? You guys are kidding me. I watch this show for the stereotypes. If I wanted to see a show where characters are less set in stone, then I'll watch Gilmore Girls. Seriously you guys, most of the reason why we watch the OC is because we like the stereo\types and how the characters actually make fun of their own stereotype. It's the whole point of the show, and the good part about it. Season 4, let's FACE IT, did not have the pop-culture quality that s1 and 2 had. I mean, everyone was lolling at Marissa killing Trey (became internet culture gold after "Dear Sister") and everybody loved Ryan Atwood's unhappiness. I swear to God people must have been downing the "MAGICAL AMNESIA DUST...*OMNOMNOM*" during the fourth season. Also, thank you Maree for rectifying this perfect!Frank business. HE WAS A CONVICT. ARMED ROBBERY. DON'T YOU PEOPLE REMEMBER?

Although, TBH, I stopped liking this show after season 2 (even back then) and things aren't any different.

People who make me happy in the Zutara fandom are Greenifyme and MizSweet. Mostly because they write REALLY COOL ESSAYS about how Zutara could be canon. I don't really agree with all of it all the time, but it makes a lot of sense to me. Really, all I think we need is the CRED to ship it. I mean Sumyan fans and Sethissa fans get to ship it because they're all part of the core four...so why are Zutara fans so heavily persecuted? I don't get it really. Anyway, when this ship is canon you guys will be so pissed hahahaha.


Now a fave.